Where I Know I Am Going But Sort of Really Don't

Here is where my pastor is going with his new ministry. I want to be a part of it because that is where I know Jesus is. That's where I feel Him leading me. Funny, that makes me much less uncertain about the order of my future. For a time now youth min has been faiding out of view b/c it draws teens away from their parents, when youth pastors are - a lot of the time - less dependable. However i still planned to finish my degree at MVNU. Now I do not know what to do because God is leading me away from a ministry salary. In other words, I need to learn a secular trade or degree as well as a ministerial degree. Funny, maybe I should go full time to owens. Welding sounds fun. I don't know. I want to do something physical, but who knows. How am I going to explain this to my academic adv. Bruce (who has help plan my return to MV)? How am I going to explain this to my beloved profs at MV? It truely is a place of inspiration. Ha ha ha ha ha ha!!! I'm not a nazarene anymore! Yay. Soon I will be sunning a lot of people by withdrawing my membership. You know, I was going to be ordained in the church of the naz.

Some of my favorite profs
Serrao, Sanders, Varughese, Sivewright, Kennard, Houck, and of course the great Joe Noonen. But not to forget Bruce, but he is up there^