As I was getting ready for my shower, God told me that I wasn't going to be taking a shower tonight but in the morning. Well, I was obedient and didn't take a shower…yet. So I started interceding for my mom, and I believe that God is going to answer that prayer. Then, Chris my apartment mate walked in and we had a long talk. He is really struggling w/ some stuff and not letting go. After he exited, I got Ben up, another apartment mate, and we prayed for Chris. I'm believing that God is going to change him, and we are going to do something for Chris that no unbelievers would do. When ppl pray...cool stuff happens. By the way, I did realize that I am too tired to take a shower now, so I will just take one in the morning. God has such a sense of humor. Praise God. Amen.
Here I Am
Basically this is about me where I am and - as much as I can make it.
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
I was just sent an email with about five or six prayer requests on it. At first it started to depress me, but then I decided that I don't have to be depressed because no matter what troubles I have, or how many troubles there are in this world, God is for us all, and He will always be with us if we ask. My God is so big; I don't have to be depressed about those things. I can pray about them and live knowing that God is going to handle them. I ain't gonna let Satan steal away my joy.
Quote: "I'd rather have a really soar butt, than a really stiff neck."
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Here is a new poem of mine. I hope that you like it. Maybe I will explain it sometime soon.
To Drink Of Thy Cup ©
by Adam Thomas Wilhelm
“Would you drink this cup of mine?”
That is what my master said.
“Can you drink this cup of mine?”
I said, “oh yes I can.”
“Will you drink this cup of mine?”
Of course you called me my Lord.
At first, t’was for glory, I had taken the cup;
To take part in the King’s kingdom;
For my own gains and glory.
At first, t’was for my own glory, I had taken the cup;
For my fulfillment, and love for me;
Not for Christ or love of Him.
Then one day, in revelation,
It came to me in God’s great light:
I heard the rushing of great winds,
A flame of fire upon my head,
And then, I understood.
Not for me, but for my Lord.
Not for me, but for my Love.
Not my will, but His be done.
Oh, if the martyrs of the past could have told.
If the prophets and the patriarchs could have conveyed;
If the priests of the day could have told me straight;
It’s in death, that we have life, and not in life itself.
For they all died, and received no kingdom.
Not of earthly, or timely glory.
But it was on heaven they fixed their eyes;
In the kingdom of God they placed their hope.
Now that I know and have mastered this riddle,
I see it is for me to do:
To drink, of the cup, of our Master and Lord,
Is to Love Him dearly, and to give up my life.
Not to receive, but to give my service.
Not to live, but to die for His glory.
T’was His blood that saved my soul.
T’was His blood that inspired my life.
T’was His blood that gave me life.
Now t’is I shall give my life in return.
So when He asks me, that question so dear;
When life He offers to give, and strife to take;
When honor and glory and death, run before my eyes,
I understand my task, my life, my need.
Oh the prophets that have gone before me;
The servants of God and Saints so dear.
The pain they suffered, of sword and of fire,
Of rape and of beatings, of whippings and darkness.
I understand now that of my task;
That of my calling and that of my past.
Oh that my life would be like theirs.
Let nails pierce my hands, and a sword pierce my heart.
Let hooks rip my flesh, and the rack tear my limbs.
Let my body be beaten, and my face be shattered.
Let my blood pour down, and my water flow.
Let it flow, like my love for the Lord.
Now it is not the riches and glory;
Whether anyone sees, or watches or not;
Whether called a Saint, by bishop or pope;
I do not care, if my name is made known.
But when I go down, into death for my Father,
There is only one would need to know.
My Father, my Daddy, my love Jesus Christ.
Oh, so thankful am I, my life I’d commit.
So in love am I, my death I would give.
That I would give, my body and blood;
That my body and blood, would be all but mine.
Why is it that there is such a weak conviction of the Holy Spirit today? I don't see the HS taking control of people today as my elders have described to me when they talk about the Christians of the 19th and 20th cents, when they made there stands against the secular evils of this society (based on the presup that not all of secular society's trends are evil). I am constantly being drawn by the HS to withdraw from an entertainment-based lifestyle and go back to an evang based lifestyle. For one thing, I am finding it so hard to stand my own life and the life of those Christians around me, and yet I find it so hard to lead such a life as I want, because our society is driven and consumed by it. Want to respond? john1513life@yahoo.com
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Last week my mom, my pastor’s wife, and I prayed over the new building that my home church is finally worshiping in. Let's just say that we encountered the living God and also tore down some spiritual strongholds. Also this Sunday, I felt God leading me to give the congregation a word bidding the church to come to God because it is time now to surrender to Him. It has been now for too long, and the church has done nothing while the devil goes on a rampage. The church is like a warrior with no armor or sword or shield and no hope of survival. What is this? This is the church that God said would not fade away! Yet we forget that there are other Christians in other lands, and they are coming to America to do the American church's work! Jesus said the Harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. How true this is for America today. We have so much that we don't wish to give up and we give only a scrap of ourselves to God. Jesus said that it is impossible for a rich man to come to salvation. Knowing this and that we are such a rich nation, no wonder people have such a hard time giving things up to God. His statement is so true. The problem is (for the Church) that we are in captivity to materialism. We must learn to give this up, and we can. There is salvation even for the rich, if they give everything up to Jesus Christ and don't hold anything back. The chances are, if you are reading this, you are one of the very few rich people in the world. Not even a quarter of the people, or even a fifth of the people on the planet have the money to own a family or personal computer. In fact you're probably in a ten percent category or even less (I don’t quite remember the statistics). The church is too rich. It’s time to give up, and give in to God.
sorry so long

